TEMPS PERDU


Dear Mrs Wheatley,
You wrote me so sweetly
Requesting my version of Proust;
But I could not accede
To your metrical need
For my reading still wanted a boost.

At the time that you wrote,
In a musical note,
I fear I had to say no.
With one volume aboard,
And the other two stored,
I had thousands of pages to go.

Now that they're read.
And swirl in my head,
I will do my best to comply;
Given the strength,
I'll diminish the length
To a stanza or two in reply:
Life's but contingent;
Art is more stringent
For spotting the essence of truth,
Which can only be found
Retrospecting the ground
That lies between old age and youth.

Proust was no stranger
To  memory's danger.
(I think I'd better not risk it -
I don't wish to spend
My life, till its end,
Recalling a madeleine biscuit.)

So I'll take his advice
And skip in a trice
All thoughts of erotic elation.
The mind starts to race
As amours gather pace;
But they always end in frustration.

And friendship's no fun
If your friends, one by one,
Get involved in embarrassing crises;
The reason appears
That they're mostly all queers -
Replete with unnatural vices.

The salon's the centre
To which you must enter,
Receiving the welcome you're due.
You can be an ex-tart
But you won't even start
If your father or mother's a Jew.

Proust can weep oceans
At all his emotions -
And match the tears to his pain.
But each tear is a word
And, in case you've not heard,
He'll write them all over again.

Discovering Time
That is lost is no crime,
And I feel for a heart that is bleeding
But I'm counting the cost
Of the time I have lost
In thousands of pages of reading.

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